~Prinstine

Finally! Holidays! The next four weeks I'll be in Finland or Sweden! I really look forward to it! Especially to the boat from Germany to Helsinki! So see you in 4 weeks

As long as I can remember I have had a terrible nose. Not in the way it looks (although it isn't straight at all), but with breathing. It also bleeded very much, and the bleedings were (and are) very heavy.

Wednesday I've visited a doctor who said I have very big veins in my nose, and he's going to "burn" it, so I can't have any bleedings any more.

The breathing thing is much more bothering me. If I want that to heal, the solution is surgery... I hate anaestestia, but that's the only bad thing I can mention...

So.. What should I do?!

ps.. Moods still don't want what I want

if you post a comment on this journal then i will

a) tell you why I befriended you
b) associate you with something - a song, a colour, a photo, a mental image, etc.
c) tell you something I like about you
d) tell you a memory I have of you
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) give you one piece of advice that might be useful to you
g) in return, you must post this in your journal

ps. The mood isn't true, but my computer doesn't want to show the others, so I can't change it..

I did it! They were thinking I can't do it, but I f*cking did it!!

Just to make it clear: in Holland a 1 is the worst mark to get (sometimes even a 0!! But that teachers do it to tease you) and a 10 the best!! In the last journal I said, I don't know what to choose.. And we had a part of maths which was one of the hardest things, and I had a 9 on the test!! I did it, now they know I can!! I'm going to do B, "ZE KUNNEN DE POT OP MET HUN ADVIEZEN!!

I'm freakin' out.. In Holland we have 3 kinds of maths we must choose from, A, B, C. C is very easy, A is intermediate, B is the most difficult, but the one I have the most chances to do in my future what I want. But there's a problem. My marks. Last 2 years I was really good, but now I'm not. My marks match to A, but I want to do B.. now the "tutor" (person who helps me with this) says it's better to do A, but my mother says she wants to give me extra lessons, to make me do B. A friend who had the same trouble is sure now she wants to do A, and I don't need B. Other friends say I can do B... I'm so confused